On my knees
Please don’t take this away from me. But if you have to, let us both be happy, even as separate beings.
I love you so much. I wish you can feel it even if I hardly show it.
My biggest wish is for you to stay… But I have to conquer my fear, this insane fear of feeling lonely.
I will be praying and wishing at every chance I get. Maybe the heavens will come to see how much I want us to be together.
Stay, and we will face this world together.
If you want to go, I will let you go.
And still I dream he’ll come to me / That we will live the years together / But there are dreams that cannot be
—I Dreamed A Dream, Les Miserables
Still haunts me
It would mean the world to me if you stay. It would be the best thing anyone has ever done for me in my life.
And it would be irreplaceable.
